
Writing apprehension kills creative writing ideas. Before I became a university student, I only wrote for the purpose of preparing for exams. During the second and third year in my high school life, extensive training of English writing helped me write a short essay within the time constraints. Time limits my inspirations and my thoughts limit my expressions. Due to writing apprehension and academic pressure, my writing ideas appear to be generated only for high scores. I had not gotten high scores for a period of time, and I asked my tutor for help. She told me that the grammar and the structure of my essays were almost error-free. My tutor suggested that I can add some vivid and intriguing ideas to better my compositions. Even so, writing original English essays within time limit is still hard and stressful for me.
As a freshman and English major, the first challenge I encountered was writing English on a personal blog. Originally, I considered this training a tough task. Nevertheless, the positive effects of writing English on blog considerably changed my mind. By cogitating about the given topics and questions, I sharpened my critical thinking skills. Moreover, I learned to communicate with my key pal in English on my blog. To my utter surprise, I felt comfortable when I wrote English with a computer. I had sufficient time to input new information and then output my organized thoughts. In the first semester of my university life, I endeavored to accomplish this blog project and gradually regained my confidence in English writing.
In the second semester, for me, keeping personal journals in English is a brand new challenge. Sometimes, I feel stressed as a result of the required word count. Also, lacking enchanting topics annoys me at times. However, after I overcome my writing apprehension, I increasingly enjoy the moment I keep my journals. I join various activities to gain new experiences and richness of life. I hope I will read my journals in the future. Therefore, I write down the events that impressed me most in a straightforward and amusing way. I keep maintaining this attitude of writing English journals, which motivates me to willingly record my life in English. Without writing apprehension, I perform better than before.
As far as I am concerned, these challenges are turning points during the process of learning English writing. Regaining confidence in English writing is well worth the efforts I put on these challenging tasks. I hope I will keep learning hard to overcome difficulties when I am writing English.







